Anonymous said: You are such a sweet girl :)

Thank you so much darling, you are so sweet for sending me this. 


Anonymous said: What do you love most?

This has been in my box for a long time, and i can never seem to figure out how to respond too it. I honeslty do not know how to respond. I am not sure i ever will know.

So it’s almost 5pm here, and I’m doing good. The sleepy feeling I had when I wrote the first update faded quick. The rest of the day medication wise as been normal. There really isn’t anything to say. I’ll be taking the my medication are 9:30 so I’ll update then.


Anonymous said: Whats the weather like where you live ?

Depends, really. Each day it changes. Right now its gloomy.


Here’s to the people who talk others out of suicide but can’t do the same for themselves. Here’s to the people who constantly tell people they are beautiful, and wonderful just because they don’t want others to feel the way they do. Here’s to the ones who don’t get told this enough, I love you.

(via screwthisimrecovering)


These slurs… are never ok. Ever.
Best you learn the actual definition before you use them.
Just because society has tried to change the usage, doesn’t change the actual meaning of the word.

Sick in the head (Referring to someone mentally ill)

Maniac (A mania episode in bipolar)

Psychotic (Used to describe someone “crazy” and gives psychosis/psychotic episodes a negative reaction)

Day/night 1 of Quetiapine (Seroquel) went well, i took it around 9:30 last night and within 20 minutes later i was drowsy, so it does make you sleepy. I also take 900mg of Trileptal at night as well. I feel asleep fast. I had no issuess getting up this morning, i actually woke up and looked at the clock and it was 7:00 i feel back to bed and got up at 9:00. I’m feeling pretty good right now, there is a little bit of a sleepy feeling but nothing to bad, my NP said that would pass after a couple days. We will see how it works with what it was precribed for. I know it may take a while. I will do another check in, in a couple hours. 



Okay, so i had a Medication Update today.

My Trileptal Stayed at 1500mg.

I was prescibed Seroquel for pshychosis, but it also helps BP in other ways as well.

Im being told it helps sleep amazingly. But it can knock you right out. 

Im going to be on 25mg at night, I’m starting tonight.

So lets see how things go. 

I will do a daily update for you for about a week or so.